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WINTER SOLDIER:  Iraq & Afghanistan
by Scott Camil
Winter Soldier 1 (1971)
Winter Soldier 2 (2008)
MD.  It was sponsored by Iraq Veterans Against the War (IVAW), with the help and support of Veterans for Peace
(VFP), Vietnam Veterans Against the War (VVAW), Military Families Speak Out (MFSO), and others.

The term "Winter Soldier" comes from Thomas Paine, during the American Revolution, when he spoke of and gave
thanks to those "Winter Soldiers"  who stayed past their enlistment, fought during the winter at Valley Forge and
helped turn the tide and win the Revolution.

In 1971, during the American war against the people of Vietnam, American veterans, sponsored by Vietnam VVAW,
held the first "Winter Soldier Investigation" (WSI), "An Inquiry into American War Crimes".

The idea was that the American public had a right to know the true nature of the conduct of the war against Vietnam,
that the American public was not getting that information from the American government, and that it was the duty of
Patriotic American Veterans to continue to serve our country, after serving in Vietnam, by providing the public with
the reality of the war as carried out by us, the troops on the ground, with our first-hand accounts.

I was one of the Vietnam Veterans who testified at the first WSI.  I went there supporting the war but believing the
public had a right to the truth.  During the course of 3 days, the environment allowed me to grow personally and
politically.  During my interviews with the filmmakers, I was asked questions in a non-threatening manner that I had
never been asked and had never thought about before.

The process of thinking about the questions and giving honest answers allowed me to come to the realization that
the war was wrong.  I also made the decision to join with the other veterans there to help turn VVAW into a national
organization known as VVAW, Inc. and to work against the war.

It was our hope that we would not only end the war but that our country would learn from the mistakes of Vietnam
and never allow this to happen to another American generation.

So it was with mixed feelings that I attended
Winter Soldier: Iraq and Afghanistan.  

On one hand, I am very unhappy, to say the least, that my government has done to my children's generation in the
sands of Iraq the very same thing that it did to my generation in the rice paddies of Vietnam. The fact that I and
many other good citizens have been helpless in our attempts to control our government has also been very
discouraging.

On the other hand, I know what it is like to be a combat veteran who wants to educate the public and stop the war
and who does not have support of other veterans.  I could not let that happen to this generation's combat veterans.
So I am proud to support and stand by the members of IVAW.

I thought that I would be able to handle the testimony but I found myself streaming tears every day.

While thinking about writing this article, I am overwhelmed by the fact that there is so much to tell
about the testimony and I will only be able to relate a small portion of what I heard.

At the first Winter Soldier, we came as we were.  Most of us had long hair, beards, wore T-shirts
and jeans, and testified using all of the profanity that we were used to.

At Winter Soldier: Iraq and Afghanistan, everyone who testified was dressed in business-type attire
and, because of the live coverage, there was very little profanity.  This approach allows those
who judge people by their looks and language to be more open to the information that these veterans
have brought with their first-hand accounts. This was a smart idea.

Winter Soldier: Iraq and Afghanistan lasted 4 days and consisted of 13 panels. The panels were:

  • Winter Soldier and the Legacy of GI Resistance
  • Rules of Engagement: Part 1
  • The Crisis in Veterans' Healthcare
  • Corporate Pillaging and Military Contractors
  • Rules of Engagement: Part 2
  • Aims of the Global War on Terror: the Political, Legal, and Economic context of Iraq and Afghanistan
  • Divide to Conquer: Gender and Sexuality in the Military
  • Racism and War: the Dehumanization of the Enemy: Part 1
  • Racism and War: the Dehumanization of the Enemy: Part 2
  • Civilian Testimony: The Cost of War in Iraq and Afghanistan
  • The Cost of the War at Home
  • The Breakdown of the Military
  • The Future of GI Resistance

I have 24 pages of notes from these 4 days and I am going to touch on some of the things that impacted me the
most.  There was a kind of magic at the first Winter Soldier that was repeated at the second.

When veterans come home from war, they become dispersed throughout our civilian society.  Regardless of which
war we fought in, we tend not to share our painful experiences with others, especially those who are close to us.  
Many of us feel that civilians will not understand us, that they do not understand the real nature of warfare, or that
they will be judgmental.  We don't want to burden our loved ones with our pain so we keep it inside of us, where
sometimes it festers and explodes in fits of anger that we don't even always understand.  This is not healthy and
some of our PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder) spreads to the very loved ones we try to protect with our silence.

At Winter Soldier, we become surrounded by others just like ourselves.  We know that there will be lots of
understanding and support.  This allows us to make ourselves vulnerable, open up and bare our souls.  This is very
therapeutic for us and is as important to me as is giving the public an accurate picture of what we are doing on the
ground.

My good friend Zollie Goodman testified on "The Crisis in Veterans' Healthcare" panel.  Zollie and his wife Daisy
have become good  friends of my wife Sherry and me.  They stay with us whenever they visit Gainesville.  Zollie
testified about how, while he was deployed, Daisy started having complications with her pregnancy.  She was unable
to get medical help and lost their child.

Daisy sat with us during Zollie's testimony and was devastated.  Later, I asked them why they had never told us
about this. Daisy said that it was a private matter and they did not tell people about it because it was too painful.
They did not intend to share this story when they went to Winter Soldier, but the atmosphere there, with everyone
opening up and making themselves vulnerable, allowed them to also open up and get some of that weight off of their
shoulders. This is the magic that I am talking about.

On the same panel, Joyce and Kevin Lucey testified.  Their son, Corporal Jeffrey Lucey, was having psychological  
problems after coming home from Iraq.  He tried to get help at the VA. The red tape, run-around and long delays in
being able to get help ended when Joyce and Kevin came home to find their son Jeffrey dead -- he had hung
himself.  Kevin told us how the night before, Jeffrey asked his dad if he could sit on his lap.  His father rocked
Jeffrey, a combat Marine, on his lap as they held on to each other.  It was Jeffrey's last place of refuge. In his suicide
letter, he apologized to his parents and asked them to please remember him as the happy kid he was before he
went into the Marines.

The Luceys spoke about how when Jeffrey was in Iraq they worried and prayed for his safety.  They thought once
he got home he would be fine.  The son who came home was different from the son who left and he had more
psychological pain than he could live with.  The Luceys never realized that their son's psychological damage could
be fatal.

This made me think that most people who have loved ones serving in Iraq and Afghanistan are only thinking about
their physical safety and aren't prepared for the psychological damage that their loved ones will come home with.  
This is a hidden epidemic -- its surface is just  being scratched.  The majority of those who have served in Iraq and
Afghanistan are still serving; of those who have gotten out of  the service, 33% have filed with the VA for PTSD.  
According to a CBS study, "One age group stood out. Veterans aged 20 through 24,  those who have served during
the war on terror.  They had the highest suicide rate among all veterans, estimated between two and four times
higher than civilians the same age." The study also found "In 2005, for example, in just  45 states, there were at
least 6,256 suicides  among those who served in the armed forces. That’s 120 each and every week, in just one
year."

The testimony from the Rules of Engagement panels was very similar to Winter Soldier 1.  Jeff Smith of Orlando
testified that the turning point for him came when a farmer was shot and killed while irrigating his crops at night.  The
reason he was irrigating his crops at night is that that was when the electricity came on and provided the water.  
What upset Jeff the most was that his superiors knew that was why the farmer was out there, but that didn't matter --
he was violating the rules by being out there at night and so it was okay to shoot him.

I was surprised to learn that people carrying shovels were legitimate targets because they use shovels to bury
explosive devices.  You don't want to go out on your roof with your cell phone to get better reception because
people using cell phones on a roof top are legitimate targets since cell phones are used to set off explosive
devices.  Some soldiers carry shovels and extra rifles with them (called drop weapons) so they can drop them on
dead bodies to justify the killing.  I  guess you might call this an improvement from Vietnam since we did not have to
plant weapons to justify our killing.

It does not matter what you think or believe about a war or what your intentions are before you get there.  Once you
are there and the reality of war hits you, you change.  As soon as you see friends getting killed and wounded, the
Mission Changes.   The new Mission becomes Survival; you want you and your buddies to make it home safe and
sound.

The nature of a war of occupation is such that things only get worse.  When you cannot tell the difference between
the people who support you and the people who want to harm you, you make mistakes.  Everyone is a potential
enemy. You tend to err on the side of safety for you and your buddies.  A Marine named Jason Washburn told how
a woman was coming toward them carrying a large bag.  He raised his hand to motion her to stop; she did not.  
Acting out of fear of an explosive, they killed her.  The bag turned out to be groceries; she was bringing food to
them.  Not only does this scar our troops but you better believe that the family and friends of that women are no
longer supporting our troops.  You end up with what is called a dead man's spiral.  The harder our troops fight to
survive, the more they err; the more people they drive into the arms of those trying to kill our troops, the more
casualties we take.  This is the opposite of "Winning Hearts and Minds".

A number of the people who testified made public apologies to the Iraqis for what they had done.

The fact of the matter is that we invaded Iraq and destroyed their way of life to impose upon them a way of life that
our government in its condescending arrogance considered better for them.  We did this in violation of international
law and in my mind in violation of ethical and moral conduct.  What our government now hopes to accomplish for the
people of Iraq is a country that is stable, where the different factions are not trying to kill each other, where there is
no tolerance for Al-Qaeda or Hezbollah, where the people have running water, electricity, food in the stores,
medicine in the hospitals, physical safety on the streets.  We would want them to be secular rather than
fundamentalist.  This is what our government would consider victory and this is exactly what the people of Iraq had
under Saddam Hussein.  

I know of no way that we can, with force of arms, take this society that we smashed and crippled and give the people
back the stability that they had.  

The Racism and War: the Dehumanization of the Enemy panels show us another side of war.  In order for our troops
to be willing to kill others, they must be trained to believe that the lives of our people are more valuable than the
lives of the inhabitants of the country we happen to be occupying. They must believe that the other side has it
coming.   Liam Madden, a Marine, said, "Making the enemy into something less than human is fundamental to
prosecuting a war."  

The Cost of the War at Home

Adrienne Kinney, a former NSA (National Security Agency) employee, spoke about how they broke the rules, spied
on Americans and were told not to mention it in their reports.  They spied on journalists, the Red Cross and NGOs
(non-governmental organizations).  She spoke of how all of these things are now legal and the destruction of the
Constitution is the most damaging cost of this war.

Carlos Arredondo, whose son Alex was killed in Iraq, spoke with anger about how the military is allowed to come on
high school campuses and "seduce" the children.  When the Marines came to his home to notify him about his son's
death, Carlos ordered them to leave.  When they refused, he took a can of gasoline and burned their vehicle.  He
got caught in the fire, received 3rd degree burns and was taken to the hospital.  His bill was $42,000 and the
hospital put a lien on his house to get their payment.

Divide to Conquer: Gender and Sexuality in the Military

Jeff Key, a Marine, spoke about the idea that showing your emotions and crying is somehow "feminine" or "gay".
Margaret Stevens said that for many female recruits, their first sexual encounter is with their recruiter.

In the West Los Angeles VA Healthcare Center, 41% of woman veterans have reported being sexually assaulted
while serving in the military.  According to the Department of Defense, in 2006 there were 2947 sexual assaults in
the military and in 2007 only 8% of the accused rapists were referred for Courts-Martial. Anyone think that the
military is a good career choice for your daughter?

Corporate Pillaging and Military Contractors

Kelly Dougherty, who served as an MP, spoke about how her unit would use deadly force to protect KBR (Kellogg,
Brown & Root) vehicles and when the vehicles would break down, they would abandon them and destroy them on a
daily basis.  Since all of the no-bid contracts are cost plus contracts, the contractors get back all of the money for
their cost including replacement of abandoned vehicles and, on top of that, they get a percentage of all their costs.  
So the more they waste, the more they make.  

The privatization of the war has made the use of mercenary forces from companies like Blackwater very profitable
for the private sector and, since they get paid an enormously larger salary than the troops, this drives up our cost
as taxpayers. These mercenaries also operate outside the rules of war and are not held accountable for their
actions. In fact, they have immunity.  It was the killing of 4 Blackwater contractors in Fallujah that resulted in the
turning of Fallujah into a free fire zone resulting in the death of thousands of Iraqi's and many Marines.  The
uncontrolled conduct of these contractors has actually undermined our efforts and the safety of our troops.

It seems to me that we need a constitutional amendment that says that any time American troops are in a war, all
corporations that supply the troops and the war effort must do so at cost; in other words, no war profiteering
permitted!  If our children are asked to prove their patriotism by being willing to give up their lives and safety for their
country, why shouldn't the corporations be willing to prove their patriotism by giving up their profit for their country in
time of war?

Aims of the Global War on Terror: the Political, Legal, and Economic context of Iraq and Afghanistan

This panel was about the obvious -- that this is really a war for oil and that this war is illegal.  Amy Goodman hit the
nail on the head.  She spoke about how the consolidation of the media has narrowed the spectrum of opinion that
used to allow us to see different sides of an issue.  She spoke of how private corporations use the public airways for
profit and power, not for the public good.  I remember in high school when they used to teach the proud history of
our revolutionary heritage, we were taught that the press was actually the 4th branch of the government and the
press's duty was to be the public eye on the other three branches.  The consolidation of the media has taken away
our public eye and replaced it with corporate government propaganda.

It was the exposure of the massacre at My Lai, March 16th, 1968 (with photos in Life Magazine) that led to the first
Winter Soldier.  The last day of the Winter Soldier: Iraq and Afghanistan testimony took place on the 40th
anniversary of this tragic historic event.  

The first Winter Solder had 3 days of panels; they were all recorded on film. The film was made into a 93-minute
documentary called "Winter Soldier".  All of the rest of the film was destroyed in a fire, lost forever; all we have left
today is that 93 minutes.  The press ignored our Winter Soldier so until recently, when it was re-released on DVD,
most people had never even heard of it.  This time, Winter Soldier: Iraq and Afghanistan was streamed live and
blogged all over the world via the Internet and even though the "main stream corporate press" of the United States
ignored it, internationally, Winter Soldier: Iraq and Afghanistan was the number one news story on the first day of
testimony.

There is no way that this history can be covered up.

The Civilian Testimony: The Cost of War in Iraq and Afghanistan

This was another heartbreaking panel.  As a parent, it made me angry to hear mothers speak about how "terrifying"
it was for their children having armed soldiers breaking down their doors is the middle of the night pointing guns and
screaming at them while the men of the family were bound, hooded and taken away.  Every time they spoke of how
"terrorizing” it was for their children, it stung my soul.  I wonder how many Americans would be okay with this
happening in our homes to our children.  It struck me that if the Iraqi families are feeling terrorized, doesn't that
make us the Terrorists?

The Future of GI Resistance

Camilo Meija said it all,  "We are still soldiers.  We are just not their soldiers anymore.  We are the new Winter
Soldiers."

For more information on Winter Soldier: Iraq and Afghanistan go to:

IRAQ VETERANS AGAINST THE WAR

VETS FOR PEACE

SCOTT CAMIL
"Regardless of which war we fought
in, we tend not to share our painful
those who are close to us.  

Many of us feel that civilians will not
understand us, that they do not
understand the real nature of warfare,
or that they will be judgmental.  

We don't want to burden our loved
ones with our pain so we keep it
inside of us, where sometimes it
festers and explodes in fits of anger
that we don't even always understand.

This is not healthy and some of our
PTSD (post-traumatic stress
disorder) spreads to the very loved
ones we try to protect with our
silence."
As an original testifier at the 1971 Winter Soldier, Scott Camil's very presence at Winter
Soldier 2 bridges two powerful "boots on the ground" indictments of America's foreign
policies. Scott's presence (and that of many other WS1 testifiers like
Alex Primm and Joe
Bangert
) proves that the testifiers are not some isolated, disgruntled military upstarts --
but part of a powerful continuum of veterans' voices and perspectives stretching across
wars and generations. This is Scott's first-hand account of the proceedings.
SCOTT CAMIL